StateOfMind
Liberty or Death
- Apr 30, 2020
- 1,195
Every time I wake up I feel like its groundhog day.
Same shit different day especially as a 34 year old NEET existence is incredibly boring.
All I do is browse the web, watch TV and netflix. Repeat. And this for years now.
I don't want make any new friends or start something productive out of fear of becoming attached and hurt again (maybe that's what I need).
I have a solid method and a list of about 50 reasons to die but somehow I'm just not sad / angry enough to push through SI.
Apathy and acceptance has become my living nightmare.
Suffering and social isolation has almost become normal.
Please kill me lol
Same shit different day especially as a 34 year old NEET existence is incredibly boring.
All I do is browse the web, watch TV and netflix. Repeat. And this for years now.
I don't want make any new friends or start something productive out of fear of becoming attached and hurt again (maybe that's what I need).
I have a solid method and a list of about 50 reasons to die but somehow I'm just not sad / angry enough to push through SI.
Apathy and acceptance has become my living nightmare.
Suffering and social isolation has almost become normal.
Please kill me lol