SeraphsWeeping
skibidi toilet
- Sep 21, 2023
- 2
i turned 18 only a few months ago and i feel like everything is already over for me
i moved from another state back to my home state as i found life to be better here but i was really really wrong. life initially was looking really up until i was manipulated by my original guardian to move in with them again. i was lied to being told that i was going to be ok here but i've been nothing but berated and abused here. we live in the middle of nowhere so there aren't many opportunities here so im stuck. been trying to look into countless homeless shelters but they all have waiting lists too long for me (4+ weeks) my mental health is at the lowest it's ever been and i will never be able to finish high school with how horrible i feel. not a day goes by where i wish that i was given a life that was better. i envy people with loving and caring parents because thanks to mine i won't even be anyone in life.
now back the main topic at hand. i plan on running away tonight or tomorrow night and i need a method to go that will be quick enough that by the time they go out and try to look for me that i'll already be dead. and i also need a way to tell my s/o in a way that they'll understand that im going through too much and i can't fight anymore
i moved from another state back to my home state as i found life to be better here but i was really really wrong. life initially was looking really up until i was manipulated by my original guardian to move in with them again. i was lied to being told that i was going to be ok here but i've been nothing but berated and abused here. we live in the middle of nowhere so there aren't many opportunities here so im stuck. been trying to look into countless homeless shelters but they all have waiting lists too long for me (4+ weeks) my mental health is at the lowest it's ever been and i will never be able to finish high school with how horrible i feel. not a day goes by where i wish that i was given a life that was better. i envy people with loving and caring parents because thanks to mine i won't even be anyone in life.
now back the main topic at hand. i plan on running away tonight or tomorrow night and i need a method to go that will be quick enough that by the time they go out and try to look for me that i'll already be dead. and i also need a way to tell my s/o in a way that they'll understand that im going through too much and i can't fight anymore
