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readyforsleep
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- Feb 2, 2021
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I'm going to ctb soon (possibly tomorrow) and am writing a note to my younger siblings, but it's way more difficult than I expected. I've had three attempts before, but I have never written a suicide note. I used to believe that there was no point in leaving a note because it's impossible to truly explain everything and answer every question people might have. But this time I am feeling more guilt about leaving my younger siblings (7f, 7m, 4m, 2m). I want them to know that I love them and to minimize the pain this causes them as much as possible. I just don't know what to say. Does anyone have suggestions for what to include? I want to keep it as gentle/mild as possible because I do not know when my parents will read them the note. For anyone who had an older sibling who committed suicide is there anything that you would have liked to know? Or anything that you wish you hadn't known?