Still here sadly, sigh...

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Hello,

I promised to be gone by the end of this month but sadly im still here.

Today I was supposed to down flubromazolam and GBL in a forest.

Sadly some stupid official shit that I have to take care of got in the way, so now Im waiting for lazy local authorities to send me some stupid documents I have to fill out first.

Sorry for still being here, Im not supposed to be here i was supposed to be gone by now

It really feels weird, like i cheated death, some kind of glitch in the matrix i feel like a ghost

I really dont want to enter the next month, but I guess I have to now so theres that... another month of hell and torture, fucking great... oh well maybe it will be next month

I wish I could just summon the ingredients infront of me and down them x_x

dying takes so fucking long

 

[piercedheart]

I am sorry to hear that dear, I hope you don't have to wait long to achieve your goal, I wish you the best.

 

[Vizzy]

Hello,

I promised to be gone by the end of this month but sadly im still here.

Today I was supposed to down flubromazolam and GBL in a forest.

Sadly some stupid official shit that I have to take care of got in the way, so now Im waiting for lazy local authorities to send me some stupid documents I have to fill out first.

Sorry for still being here, Im not supposed to be here i was supposed to be gone by now

It really feels weird, like i cheated death, some kind of glitch in the matrix i feel like a ghost

I really dont want to enter the next month, but I guess I have to now so theres that... another month of hell and torture, fucking great... oh well maybe it will be next month

I wish I could just summon the ingredients infront of me and down them x_x

dying takes so fucking long

It's okay don't be sorry, you can do it whenever you want

Hope you get peace

 

[Praestat_Mori]

You don't have to be sorry for still being here. Leaving this world is such a difficult task. All the best!

 

[FuneralCry]

It's really understandable just wishing that you were already free from this world but suicide just isn't straightforward after all, I hope that you eventually find freedom from all the suffering.

 

[nureinFuchs]

Patience my friend, new opportunities will come

 

[Valky]

What kinda documents are those that they make you stay?

Don't be sorry :) neither to us, nor to yourself Death has no 'due date'. There is no need to rush yourself in any way :)