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rebelsue
Hope Addict
- Dec 12, 2019
- 172
I'm worried that a lifetime of trauma, that which has made me want to ctb, has also made my neck muscles hard as rocks from stress and now the rope won't compress my neck in the nice comfortable way where you pass out and don't feel anything.
What the fuck??? I've asked so many people about this in private messages and nobody can give me a straight answer. They just keep repeating the general instructions. I read those. I really just need to post this here and ask for help. Is this a thing? Can you have really tight neck muscles that prevent it from working the proper way? No matter where I put the rope or how I lean or how I hang it, I still end up with the "head pressure" problem. I've started to wonder if that's just going to have to be how it goes for me. Bloated head corpse.
What am I doing wrong? I've read the guide, followed all the drawings, followed the recommendations. I even googled non-suicide stuff like martial arts pressure points to get an exact anatomically correct diagram of where to put the rope so I understand what I'm doing wrong and I think I'm doing it right and it's just not working
What the fuck what the fuck? HELP!
What the fuck??? I've asked so many people about this in private messages and nobody can give me a straight answer. They just keep repeating the general instructions. I read those. I really just need to post this here and ask for help. Is this a thing? Can you have really tight neck muscles that prevent it from working the proper way? No matter where I put the rope or how I lean or how I hang it, I still end up with the "head pressure" problem. I've started to wonder if that's just going to have to be how it goes for me. Bloated head corpse.
What am I doing wrong? I've read the guide, followed all the drawings, followed the recommendations. I even googled non-suicide stuff like martial arts pressure points to get an exact anatomically correct diagram of where to put the rope so I understand what I'm doing wrong and I think I'm doing it right and it's just not working
What the fuck what the fuck? HELP!