Disappointered
Enlightened
- Sep 21, 2020
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Anyone else here feel the catastrophic finality of extreme downward mobility? I grew up in a middle class educated household but I never became a man via career because there's something wrong with me (aka my parents...diff conversation) and now I'm just 'existing' but not really, in a hidden corner while the others have long left me behind in pursuit of something called life, that I feel like I lost in the distant past. This is not the origin of my problems but it's one of the final outcomes that invalidates my entire 'adult' existence. It's humiliating and demoralizing. I don't have any crowd that i can fit into now either since I was raised (very badly) to be in a crowd i can never be in now.