Help Steps to take?

[ixkitty]

So despite all the things I've purchased... I still I haven't finished all the plans. Do I make my own obituary ? How do you write a suicide note? I'm never sure what to say in them because I don't want to sound pretentious in my letters and I don't want o lie to people and tell everyone "I'm sorry I made this decision."

Part of me wants to tell them how angry I've always been with myself and how weak I've been. I want to tell them the truth. I hurt so much and I don't know if I should or even how to. Part of me want to leave it a whisful lie to those that didn't know me as well. Those that do will know I'm truly happy.. I'm literally not sure.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

if you're writing this note for yourself, then i'd say be honest. after all, if you've been lying to people for this long, it would make sense to finally tell the truth - to get it off your chest, you know?

 

[ixkitty]

if you're writing this note for yourself, then i'd say be honest. after all, if you've been lying to people for this long, it would make sense to finally tell the truth - to get it off your chest, you know?

You're right.. why lie. My whole life is lying.

 

[ixkitty]

if you're writing this note for yourself, then i'd say be honest. after all, if you've been lying to people for this long, it would make sense to finally tell the truth - to get it off your chest, you know?

Yes you're absolutely right. I guess I'm so used to hiding and lying to spare people feelings, its hard to think differently. ♡ thank you for the insight