Venting starting with a new therapist

[author]

I'm so fucking tired but I managed to get a therapist for next week. Hoping it'll amount to something. Unfortunately the person I wanted isn't available and I got put with someone who specializes in CBT. I'm sure there are good CBT therapists out there but I've certainly never fucking had one.

I feel like I'm gonna have to apologize in advance to my therapist because of how much shit I have to process. Sure he's gonna be getting paid for it, but I'm already exhausted dealing with myself all the time. It's been years since I've been in therapy. I'm sure it'll go fine but I'm not sure how much it'll help. I just need something.

So fucking tired.

 

[Jadeith]

Hope this one will provide outcome you desire.
Wish you painless peace.