starting to regret not having hanged myself on monday

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

so last monday i wanted to do partial suspension so i started practicing trying to find my sweet spot on my neck
couldnt find my sweet spot / couldnt get myself to pass out so i considered it a pointless endeavour to attempt

well now im already regretting passing up on this opportunity. now i remember just how much of a fucking chore existance is

someone get me out of here already please please why cant i just have a gun i would have been lights out ages ago by now
idk maybe it would have worked had i just tried and attempted. man fuck im an idiot why didnt i just try it

 

[soonatpeace777888]

Yup, if I had a gun I would be gone by now for sure. I'm also choosing hanging, but I'm doing full-suspension. I regret not doing it every morning I wake up, but by nightfall I'm so drunk I'll pass out.

 

[figure8]

You can always try again. There are alternative methods as well.
I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. I wish you the best of luck.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

You can always try again. There are alternative methods as well.
I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. I wish you the best of luck.

i just cant get myself to pass out. it just doesnt fucking work idk
maybe itll work if i just go for it but like

 

[FuneralCry]

I certainly wish that it's easier to permanently escape from this existence, I hate how suicide is purposely made so difficult. But anyway I hope you eventually find what you search for, best wishes.

 

[sad_dude]

same ://

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

holy necro lol but i still regret it today ):

 

[Worndown]

Partial is never easy. Try full. The setup is a bit more involved, but done well, you do not easily escape.

 

[Pidgeons_Sparrows]

Partial is never easy. Try full. The setup is a bit more involved, but done well, you do not easily escape.

full is really scary and painful (and also requires a strong enough anchor point which i do not have at home)
if i risk going to a forest i might be spotted

 

[Leopard2023]

What's the difference between partial and full?