I am going to start drafting my note/s.
I wanted to wait longer, to finish somethings first. I'm nowhere close to completing the list I made at the beginning of this year. But I need to stop procrastinating.
I've put this off for too long. Always finding new ways to try and force myself to want to live. It's not going to happen. I've known that for forever. Maybe I just enjoy misery.
There's a few things that I absolutely need to get done first. I'm going to start those soon. This is the first step. Hopefully, I'll be ready when I feel it's time.
I wanted to wait longer, to finish somethings first. I'm nowhere close to completing the list I made at the beginning of this year. But I need to stop procrastinating.
I've put this off for too long. Always finding new ways to try and force myself to want to live. It's not going to happen. I've known that for forever. Maybe I just enjoy misery.
There's a few things that I absolutely need to get done first. I'm going to start those soon. This is the first step. Hopefully, I'll be ready when I feel it's time.
