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Lou_Charthethird

Lou_Charthethird

A lifeless husk
Dec 19, 2025
25
Ive realized that this might be the easiest method with how hard its been to pull off the night night method. I dont know what to look for however. Ive read on hear about DH but is it truly safe to order it? Im living with other people and don't want anyone knowing or becoming suspicious. I'm
struggling a lot with dissociation and i cannot recover, i need to do this, id really appreciate any advice. Im desperate.
 
BoredomSeeker

BoredomSeeker

"A black light bulb. The repression of an idea."
May 25, 2023
111
They say there's no such thing as a free lunch, and sadly for us, there's no such thing as a free ticket for the bus. Generally speaking, pills will lead to a very slow, very unpleasant death. There are exceptions, certain opiates/opioids can give a relatively peaceful death. N can also do essentially what you're describing, rough to get your hands on the stuff though.
 
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charlavail

charlavail

Student
Mar 19, 2026
118
i've often thought about getting fent or heroin off the dw and trying to OD on that, especially if i don't have narcan but it's still a longshot.
 
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chaotic_crow

Member
Apr 8, 2026
5
Ive realized that this might be the easiest method with how hard its been to pull off the night night method. I dont know what to look for however. Ive read on hear about DH but is it truly safe to order it? Im living with other people and don't want anyone knowing or becoming suspicious. I'm
struggling a lot with dissociation and i cannot recover, i need to do this, id really appreciate any advice. Im desperate
Pills unfortunately don't work. I've tried 3 times, combinations of 3 blood pressure meds, muscle relaxers, psychiatric and sleep meds. They make you pass out than as you're coming to youre delirious, may piss yourself. I was so out of it I kept falling and couldn't keep track of my words. The ppl I lived with thought I was a drug addict and put me out the last time I tried. It's not worth the struggle honestly
 
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Lou_Charthethird

Lou_Charthethird

A lifeless husk
Dec 19, 2025
25
They say there's no such thing as a free lunch, and sadly for us, there's no such thing as a free ticket for the bus. Generally speaking, pills will lead to a very slow, very unpleasant death. There are exceptions, certain opiates/opioids can give a relatively peaceful death. N can also do essentially what you're describing, rough to get your hands on the stuff though.
Ahh understood thanks for letting me know before i did anything
 

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