foxtail

foxtail

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Wrote this poem for me and my best friend that exited 1 year ago. Funny that now I'm about to follow his footstep... He loves water and I loves astronomy, that's why the poem is called stars and blue.

Life can be very cruel and unpredictable.

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Stars and Blue

Staring at the clock as it stares back at us, waiting for the day to end. Head drenched in freezing spirits as numbness is the only escape. We crawled through the crowded web looking for answers but it only led to uncertainties and reminded us how we came to this world alone and that's how we will leave it behind.

Life turned on us when we started to doubt, when we desperately grasp on the last bit of hope and happiness as it slips through our fingers, watched them drifting away and there is nothing we can do until completely consumed by emptiness. We tried and tried but like a nasty chill the thoughts keep creeping back, so we finally welcomed it.

Water and the vast cosmos, that's our place and that's our life. We are flowing on the pearl blue lake or flying through darkness to meet the stars, serenity surrounded us. Here, we're no longer individuals, we are a true unity. Something we can never understand while we're still on earth. We felt other's emotions as it's our own and we can finally see through the mist, it was nothing like what man described. What we left on earth, are love and memories. As long our love stays, we're still there with them and it's more real than our physical body. Eventually, the warm springs will flow through their veins as our minds are linked.

When I returned from the stars, I realize there are still roads ahead of me. But I can still see you flowing on that pearl blue lake peacefully as I gasp how beautiful the views are there. It's nothing words can describe. A new home for a beautiful heart.


Cheers to life, to the beautiful dreams and horrible nightmares
 
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a bond that'll live on forever. Beautiful.
 
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