Help Stabing

[hamermaster8]

I'm going to kill my self. I'm planing to stab myself right under my ribs. any pain killer suggestions pls.

 

[アホペンギン]

NO. Do not stab yourself, even with painkillers it'll be very painful and there are other better methods out there. Please reconsider.

 

[hamermaster8]

NO. Do not stab yourself, even with painkillers it'll be very painful and there are other better methods out there. Please reconsider.

If I wimp out I'll hang myself but tbh I prefer to bleed

 

[bloodblacknothing]

i understand that you are in pain, but please read through the Suicide Resource Compilation before making such a rash decision -- there are better, easier, and far more peaceful methods.

 

[hamermaster8]

i understand that you are in pain, but please read through the Suicide Resource Compilation before making such a rash decision -- there are better, easier, and far more peaceful methods.

I understand that most people here want peace here (which is perfectly fine and is apart of my motivation) but I really want to bleed I want my death to be by a sharp object for that is the most beautiful to me

 

[hamermaster8]

Failure

 

[Moburin 29]

Failure

How are you feeling? Are you wounded?

 

[hamermaster8]

even worse I wimp out on it and all my backups

 

[claraisnotcarol]

Failure

what happened? did somebody find out? did you get to hurt yourself?

 

[hamermaster8]

Wimped out on stabing and walst I was going to (partial) hang my self somone woke up

 

[Moburin 29]

even worse I wimp out on it and all my backups

Do you maybe want to talk about it?

 

[hamermaster8]

I will try again on my birthday in 3 days

 

[Moburin 29]

Wimped out on stabing and walst I was going to (partial) hang my self somone woke up

O damn, thats bad. How did it end?

 

[hamermaster8]

In the end it doesn't matter although I wanted to kill myself today I know I'll eventually kill myself anyway

O damn, thats bad. How did it end?

Thankfully they didn't hear me and was just going to the bathroom (it's right by my room) I was to scared to hang for the rest is the night tho.

 

[Moburin 29]

I will try again on my birthday in 3 days

I should say suicide on a birthday sounds pretty savage. Plus one attempt right after the other.

 

[paintedbutterfly676]

Maybe you should just rest for now. Even a failed suicide attempt takes a lot out of us. We're here when your ready

 

[claraisnotcarol]

Maybe you should just rest for now. Even a failed suicide attempt takes a lot out of us. We're here when your ready

I agree, plus, it's zero recommended trying at home (in my opinion)

Wimped out on stabing and walst I was going to (partial) hang my self somone woke up

BTW, just curious, how are you actually able to stab yourself? in terms of survival instincts I mean

 

[Chass]

Yeah, stabbing is brutal. I feel like there's no sure way to make sure you actually pass, either. And am kinda curious about what Clara asked, never been able to stab myself tho the intrusive thoughts were there.

And tbh, just maybe don't do it on ur birthday. Not sure your situation, but it may make it harder for those around you

 

[hamermaster8]

I will try again on my birthday in 3 days

Can't stop failing.

 

[wanttodie]

i want to stab myself to