I was looking yesterday for help on my set up and I stumbled upon a thread about 6 pages in that was actually my "trigger" for suicide. It dealt with molestion. I read the comments and decided that I don't need to kill myself I just need to let someone know. Last night I called the people that tried to hid it ( this 20 yrs ago) and told them what happen. First time ever said anything, story short I exposed my dark and lethal secret and today I feel 600% better. I tossed all my setup stuff and have been happier than ever getting rid of that heavy mental weight. I'm posting this because I don't think I'd be here if I hadn't read all the posts and decided that I could have the courage to say something. I want to thank everyone that made comments of support in my other posts, but I also don't want to take away anyone else desire for what their looking for. This is a excellent site for no matter what kind of support your looking for.
porfin1234
Arcanist
- Dec 26, 2019
- 476
Thank you for sharing your story... that's so great to hear. I am sorry you went through that but glad that you did what helps you and you've decided to keep going :)
It's great to feel free from a demon that wrecked your life. Thank you so much
EmptyArms
Student
- Dec 1, 2019
- 148
You have enormous courage. I'm sorry this happened to you. Im also very happy that you will be staying and finding a way to work through your problems. You are very brave and you should feel proud of yourself. 
Alec
Wizard
- Apr 22, 2019
- 681
I'm so happy for you! You deserve to be happy!!! I'm so proud of you, you deserve the world! And thank you so much for sharing your story with all of us! I'm sure it will help some people here in some way, maybe help them feel less lonely, or give hope that it's possible to get where you are now, or inspire to try. Thank you!
I want to clarify that this was not parental molestation, but it was a church molestation when I was a kid. I have full respect for my parents.
So happy to read something so positive here. You should be so proud of yourself for taking such a huge step and coming out the better side of it. You are amazing
Was thinking of you. So glad you found the relief that you need.
When you have the time, please check out the Adverse Childhood Experience studies, and the work of Dr. Bessel Van der Kolk or Pete Walker on Chronic PTSD. This is stuff that has helped me tremendously dealing with my own childhood trauma, and I am always quick to pass it on to others in hopes that they may use it to their own benefit.
The journey ahead to heal from these traumas is long and arduous, but yuo have taken the first MAJOR leap in your recovery. Congratulations!
When you have the time, please check out the Adverse Childhood Experience studies, and the work of Dr. Bessel Van der Kolk or Pete Walker on Chronic PTSD. This is stuff that has helped me tremendously dealing with my own childhood trauma, and I am always quick to pass it on to others in hopes that they may use it to their own benefit.
The journey ahead to heal from these traumas is long and arduous, but yuo have taken the first MAJOR leap in your recovery. Congratulations!
Thank you so much. I'm sure from what I've read and I fell I've taken the hardest step already. Now it's just a slow pace of recovery and trust again
UpandDownPrincess
Elementalist
- Dec 31, 2019
- 833
How wonderful for you!
There are likely to be ups and downs on your journey forward and I wish you strength and courage.
We're here if you need us, but it's great if you don't.
There are likely to be ups and downs on your journey forward and I wish you strength and courage.
We're here if you need us, but it's great if you don't.
xBrialesana
Become Dust With Me, My Love.
- Dec 17, 2019
- 552
Hey wonderful I am so sorry for the pain that you experienced but I am so elated that the wonderful and compassionate people here have helped you out. 
You're so strong!
Do you happen to have the thread somewhere? I could use reading through it myself..
You're so strong! Do you happen to have the thread somewhere? I could use reading through it myself..
Thank you. When I first found this site it was all about how I could cbt. I never dreamed that there was people who truly cared . I'll always be forever greatfull to the members here and ill always keep my account open and people who wish to pm me are more than welcome if they wish help on the issue I had.
It was about eight pages in. I'll look tomorrow and scroll to find it. If it helps one more person it's worth it
TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 6,819
I'm glad that you have decided to recover and that you are once again going towards the path of recovery and rebuilding your life. This is great news to hear from you. Also, I want to commend you for your courage and conviction of breaking silence and letting someone know about your situation as it is not easy to do so. I hope you live a fruitful and fulfilled life in your future!
Moonicide
ᴘʜᴀꜱᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ᴍᴏᴏɴ
- Nov 19, 2019
- 802
Hey, love. I am glad this community has provided you with solace and company. Having people you can relate to here on SS can be really profound and healing. You deserve to heal and be heard. There's so many people here that are gradually recovering every single day and it's very inspiring to hear their stories. And you are one of them. Thank you for sharing your story with us, love. We are here to support you along the way.
Sending you all of my love.
Sending you all of my love.
BlueWidow
Visionary
- Oct 6, 2019
- 2,179
I know it probably doesn't happen often, but I love hearing stories about people who receive some kind of help on here. I wish the people who malign and vilify this site would understand that it is a pro-choice site, not a pro suicide site and we are all always thrilled when somebody decides to give life another chance. I'm so happy that you're feeling better. You have so much strength and courage. I hope you have a fulfilling life from here on in and you get all the support and encouragement you need. And you know if you ever need any support, and you aren't getting it from the people around you, all you have to do is come back here and we'll give you all the support you can handle.
