Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ Sometimes I'm stressed
- Jul 1, 2020
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so this first section is kind of for the members here. im sorry for kind of spamming the site today. i think i have 3 posts and i dont think i typically post more then 2. of course i dont feel completely sorry for it because ive seen people spam it a whole lot worse then this and ive had a shitty day.
i had a whole thing i wanted to get off my chest. fucking worthless cant remember or do shit. oh right thats a whole lot of a little bit that i wanted to say.
i want to hang myself tonight when my husband leaves me alone for a little bit. (im not sure and in fact i doubt i will, but i wouldnt be surprised)
i literally can not get better. these are some messages i sent to my friend a little while ago.
i cant take medication. anything i try just makes it worse and......
my file's been closed.....
i didnt call back
for the irony of it and to make things worse
i didnt call because of a memory problem caused by mental disorders and anxiety.
i cant take meds. i dont have therapy anymore. not that it fucking matters anything i personally tried only made everything worse for me. i tried acceptance. and all that did was cause confusion. i tried to fix my grammar so people could understand me better, now im a pain in the ass. i literally cant get better. i have nothing. when i say my files been closed. i was suppose to call intake so i could get another therapist. clearly that didnt go well, not that it matters it seems.
and my friend....all he wants is for me to be happy. and i just keep ruining everything. "cry me a river" i feel like i have
i had a whole thing i wanted to get off my chest. fucking worthless cant remember or do shit. oh right thats a whole lot of a little bit that i wanted to say.
i want to hang myself tonight when my husband leaves me alone for a little bit. (im not sure and in fact i doubt i will, but i wouldnt be surprised)
i literally can not get better. these are some messages i sent to my friend a little while ago.
i cant take medication. anything i try just makes it worse and......
my file's been closed.....
i didnt call back
for the irony of it and to make things worse
i didnt call because of a memory problem caused by mental disorders and anxiety.
i cant take meds. i dont have therapy anymore. not that it fucking matters anything i personally tried only made everything worse for me. i tried acceptance. and all that did was cause confusion. i tried to fix my grammar so people could understand me better, now im a pain in the ass. i literally cant get better. i have nothing. when i say my files been closed. i was suppose to call intake so i could get another therapist. clearly that didnt go well, not that it matters it seems.
and my friend....all he wants is for me to be happy. and i just keep ruining everything. "cry me a river" i feel like i have
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