Help Sorry for posting but im in desperate need of help

[Buffy5120]

I really need to know if sn will work for me because I am now having severe vision problems on top of my gi issues now. i have been having panic attacks for a couple of days getting no sleep bc i am afraid for my life. I need to ctb quickly. I did post on here before about my gi issues didn't get that many answers I pretty much throw up bile daily and everything i eat. I also have ibs c which other people said wont be an issue but i have gastritis and i guess when i take the sn it will be like putting salt on an open wound but idc about the pain. I obviously will take an ae since im more prone to throwing up but can someone please tell me if sn will work if i have gastritis and throw up bile. I am trying my best to write this its extremely hard now with my vision now. idk what other methods i can do bc my cognitive skills are also fucked up and im am off the edge really wanting to end it now bc of my vision.

 

[Living sucks]

I know you're suffering but no one knows the complete answer to this.
I believe it will work but what you'll feel is unknown .. same with me.
I'd say 15g to lessen the violent impact.

I've shared all i know with you .. sorry

 

[Buffy5120]

I understand thank you so much

 

[SummerDreamer]

I am sorry you have to go through this :( It sounds awful! There are a lot of other methods out there. I personally am going with hanging as I cannot get sn in the uk...

 

[Saed]

I am sorry you have to go through this :( It sounds awful! There are a lot of other methods out there. I personally am going with hanging as I cannot get sn in the uk...

You can get SN in the U.K.
Don't be forced into choosing an alternative method,just because you believe SN is unobtainable.
That said,if done right,hanging may be an o.k. way to exit.
I wish we didn't have to make these choices.


@Buffy5120 It's a complex,horrific dilemma.
i am sorry I cannot advise on this,I don't think anyone could.
The very prospect of "salt on open wounds" only,those wounds are internal...Oh my
Wouldn't it be something,if we could be under general anaesthesia,while the SN is fed down our throats,into our stomachs via a tube by a robot?
There again,if we're under GA,the robot could kill us any which way. We wouldn't know.

My heart goes out to you,lovely. Damn this system,that permits no benign,peaceful release.

 

[SummerDreamer]

You can get SN in the U.K.
Don't be forced into choosing an alternative method,just because you believe SN is unobtainable.
That said,if done right,hanging may be an o.k. way to exit.
I wish we didn't have to make these choices.


@Buffy5120 It's a complex,horrific dilemma.
i am sorry I cannot advise on this,I don't think anyone could.
The very prospect of "salt on open wounds" only,those wounds are internal...Oh my
Wouldn't it be something,if we could be under general anaesthesia,while the SN is fed down our throats,into our stomachs via a tube by a robot?
There again,if we're under GA,the robot could kill us any which way. We wouldn't know.

My heart goes out to you,lovely. Damn this system,that permits no benign,peaceful release.

I honestly don't think you can get sn. I looked on many websites but they would only ship to US , or they only sell to big companies

 

[Saed]

I honestly don't think you can get sn. I looked on many websites but they would only ship to US , or they only sell to big companies

You just don't know where to look,that's all,you're viewing compliant sites with compliant vendors.

 

[SummerDreamer]

You just don't know where to look,that's all,you're viewing compliant sites with compliant vendors.

If you're talking about DN markets, I have looked there too...

 

[autumnal]

I really need to know if sn will work for me because I am now having severe vision problems on top of my gi issues now. i have been having panic attacks for a couple of days getting no sleep bc i am afraid for my life. I need to ctb quickly. I did post on here before about my gi issues didn't get that many answers I pretty much throw up bile daily and everything i eat. I also have ibs c which other people said wont be an issue but i have gastritis and i guess when i take the sn it will be like putting salt on an open wound but idc about the pain. I obviously will take an ae since im more prone to throwing up but can someone please tell me if sn will work if i have gastritis and throw up bile. I am trying my best to write this its extremely hard now with my vision now. idk what other methods i can do bc my cognitive skills are also fucked up and im am off the edge really wanting to end it now bc of my vision.

Unless there was a medical professional (or possibly even a gastric specialist) on the forum, I'm afraid you probably won't ever get much of an answer beyond basic educated guesswork from members. There have been a number of threads in the past from other members asking about how their gastric-related conditions might affect the SN method, although I don't know whether any of them received any definitive answers. But a search with the appropriate keywords would help you to determine this.

 

[Saed]

If you're talking about DN markets, I have looked there too...

No Clear net sites. But,it seems important to you to maintain this belief,so,I'll bow out of this thread as it's getting derailed
Apologies to @Buffy5120

 

[autumnal]

No Clear net sites. But,it seems important to you to maintain this belief,so,I'll bow out of this thread as it's getting derailed
Apologies to @Buffy5120

Don't worry, derailing only applies to a sudden or drastic change of topic. A naturally occurring progression, evolution or change of topics isn't a derailment.

 

[so tired or manic]

I have gastritis and other than barely being able to eat, it makes alcohol absorb easier. so perhaps the sn will work since there's less stomach lining in the way.

 

[somniummalum]

I really need to know if sn will work for me because I am now having severe vision problems on top of my gi issues now. i have been having panic attacks for a couple of days getting no sleep bc i am afraid for my life. I need to ctb quickly. I did post on here before about my gi issues didn't get that many answers I pretty much throw up bile daily and everything i eat. I also have ibs c which other people said wont be an issue but i have gastritis and i guess when i take the sn it will be like putting salt on an open wound but idc about the pain. I obviously will take an ae since im more prone to throwing up but can someone please tell me if sn will work if i have gastritis and throw up bile. I am trying my best to write this its extremely hard now with my vision now. idk what other methods i can do bc my cognitive skills are also fucked up and im am off the edge really wanting to end it now bc of my vision.

Will it work? Yeah, ofc. You will probably have some extra discomfort duo to your gastritis. You can take meds like Tagamet (acid reducer) and milk of magnesia to counteract the gut issues. I don't think it will be that bad honestly, plus you'll be unconscious in 10 minutes anyways, so who cares about some discomfort. CTB will never be a walk in the park, some people just don't want to understand that.

If you properly follow the recommenden regime it should be fine.
Note: I am not a professional of any sort, this is my research-based opinion.

 

[Saed]

Don't worry, derailing only applies to a sudden or drastic change of topic. A naturally occurring progression, evolution or change of topics isn't a derailment.

Soliciting PM's e.g. were I to propose that @SummerDreamer contacts me for the URLs of SN suppliers to the U.K.,should he be interested,would be a flagrant breach of the rules.
So,I won't do that.

 

[autumnal]

Soliciting PM's e.g. were I to propose that @SummerDreamer contacts me for the URLs of SN suppliers to the U.K.,should he be interested,would be a flagrant breach of the rules.
So,I won't do that.

Well yes, but that would be a breach of that specific rule, not an example of derailment

 

[Saed]

Well yes, but that would be a breach of that specific rule, not an example of derailment

It was offered by way of explanation as to why I was unable to persist in the non-derailment.
This is derailment now so I must stop

 

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[Living sucks]

@Buffy5120 did you see my post?
SN will work for sure. I think if i took what we discussed I'd be gone