Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
So many people gone already :( i miss them

I know death must accepted
 
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iHeartRockArt

iHeartRockArt

Wizard
Sep 21, 2018
608
So many people gone already :( i miss them

I know death must accepted
I'm sorry, I know it's easy to build friendships with so many great understanding people and it's hard to let them go. My thoughts are with you.
 
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Miss clefable

Enlightened
Aug 23, 2018
1,577
Hugs you will eventually join them as I will too
 
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Roulette

Roulette

???
Aug 31, 2018
145
The feeling sucks. When you miss someone but you know rationally you have to accept it. It's like your heart vs mind are at odds with each other.
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
I don't want to feel like a hypocrite

but at least I hope to go soon so I wont bother ppl anymore

I have had good times here and am grateful to all

I haven't felt so included in some 15 years
 
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Amira

Amira

Student
Nov 15, 2018
180
I don't want to feel like a hypocrite

but at least I hope to go soon so I wont bother ppl anymore

I have had good times here and am grateful to all

I haven't felt so included in some 15 years
I totally get what you mean. When you feel you can connect with of group of people. Then you realise why we are all here in the first place.
 
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Amira

Amira

Student
Nov 15, 2018
180
I don't want to feel like a hypocrite

but at least I hope to go soon so I wont bother ppl anymore

I have had good times here and am grateful to all

I haven't felt so included in some 15 years
Its bitter sweet. Its like we are a group of prisoners who have formed a bond with eachother. One by one we finally can be released. Although we should be happy that each of us can finally escape this prison of a life. Sometimes we wish they would stay with us a little longer.
 
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Thoughtforms

Thoughtforms

Experienced
Nov 1, 2018
220
It's really hard. I just want everyone here to be happy. And for some you have to trust when they say they can't be happy when alive. But sometimes this place feels like a movie. It can be very surreal.
 
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Roulette

Roulette

???
Aug 31, 2018
145
I don't want to feel like a hypocrite

but at least I hope to go soon so I wont bother ppl anymore

I have had good times here and am grateful to all

I haven't felt so included in some 15 years

That is strange honestly! I don't know you of course but you seem like a really bubbly person. You'll be missed for sure here, but wishing you all the best with whatever choice you pursue
 
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Jodes

Jodes

Enlightened
Nov 23, 2018
1,261
That is strange honestly! I don't know you of course but you seem like a really bubbly person. You'll be missed for sure here, but wishing you all the best with whatever choice you pursue
Thanks man I feel like my old self again a bit. You too
 
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Lra888

Lra888

Enlightened
Sep 30, 2018
1,140
It's a combination of sadness, jealousy, loss and happiness for the person because they were able to free themselves of their pain.
 
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azucaramargo

azucaramargo

Enlightened
Sep 16, 2018
1,010
It's really hard. I just want everyone here to be happy. And for some you have to trust when they say they can't be happy when alive. But sometimes this place feels like a movie. It can be very surreal.
You've got a good attitude, Thoughtforms! Thank you for your well wishes. :kiss:
 
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