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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
I am so tired of being alive. It hurts like hell.
I am so tired of being alive. It hurts like hell.
I am so tired of being alive. It hurts like hell.

Thanks SaSu and everybody here.
 
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Abyssal

Abyssal

Probably gonna die soon maybe?
Nov 26, 2023
1,326
FUCK LIFE

That aside don't apologize for venting, that's basically half the forum anyways
 
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inviável

inviável

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May 27, 2023
34
I don't have the words to comfort one, but you do not need to be sorry for venting, we understand that it's not easy.. I wish you find your way. whatever you have to do I hope it'll be the best for you. May you get peace in whatever you choose.
 
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Gonnerr

Enlightened
Mar 12, 2023
1,321
Maybe tomorrow i will feel better. Let's hope, i don't want to escape before may or june anyway.
 
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SoulCage

SoulCage

Experienced
Dec 28, 2023
215
Today was also particularly fucked up for me too. I hate life and I hate that I know it won't get better for me.

Also thanks to SaSu I can calm down because I know I am not alone and I can think and speak without being silenced.
 
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dhaak

dhaak

Member
Dec 25, 2023
12
Also thanks to SaSu I can calm down because I know I am not alone and I can think and speak without being silenced.

This. You don't have to apologize.
 
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TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
410
Same here, @Gonnerr.

I'm sorry you are suffering. 🫂
 
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Angel of Spades

Angel of Spades

barely keeping it together
May 23, 2023
86
no need to apologize for venting, we all get it. life sucks ass and that's just the price of having to live in this world.
hopefully this coming year is kinder to you, to all of us.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,831
I understand, I'm also certainly tired of existing here. To me it'd be such a relief to have the option to just fall into an dreamless and eternal sleep.
 
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