Soon, everyone will forget about me and I'll just be part of a statistic. I'll make this graph go up a few more pixels.

[Godofdeathftw]

 

[methylene blue]

The activity on that graph is pretty pointless. Every color just gradually goes up by the end. 10% makes its way to 14% over a 17 year period. Who cares? It's minuscule. Plus, using those 2 very close variants of blue (55-64 and 85+) was not a good choice. And what the hell does "crude" rate mean? Is that percentage of the world population or what? U.S. population?

I'm not criticizing you by posting this, my opinion is just that it's a pointless graph that shows nothing other than messed up rainbow lightning.

P.S. I JUST realized the very light grey line for 45-54. Took me 5 minutes to even realize it was THERE.

 

[Stan]

I can only speak for the UK, but there are quite a few suicides that are not recorded as so by the coroner. It seems that if no note is left, they veer towards other judgements such as accident, misadventure or open.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

The activity on that graph is pretty pointless. Every color just gradually goes up by the end. 10% makes its way to 14% over a 17 year period. Who cares? It's minuscule. Plus, using those 2 very close variants of blue (55-64 and 85+) was not a good choice. And what the hell does "crude" rate mean? Is that percentage of the world population or what? U.S. population?

I'm not criticizing you by posting this, my opinion is just that it's a pointless graph that shows nothing other than messed up rainbow lightning.

P.S. I JUST realized the very light grey line for 45-54. Took me 5 minutes to even realize it was THERE.

Maybe it's not the best graph. I just find it interesting to think about how each person contributing to that line is nameless and forgotten in the eyes of most, and I find it cool/Interesting that I'll be one of the less than 20 people on the graph lol. My head is totally fucked if you can't tell. Sometime I'm totally normal, but other times like now when my pain is bad I just snap. There's only so much pain one human can undergo without going insane. Oh well, I didn't want life before this; never have. My only regret is that I'll die a virgin if I do next week like I'm planning

I can only speak for the UK, but there are quite a few suicides that are not recorded as so by the coroner. It seems that if no note is left, they veer towards other judgements such as accident, misadventure or open.

"Hmm, this patient was found with SN in his system, and was hanging by his bedsheets. Must've just been an unlucky accident."

I wouldn't even be mad if they did this

 

[Stan]

"Hmm, this patient was found with SN in his system, and was hanging by his bedsheets. Must've just been an unlucky accident."

I wouldn't even be mad if they did this

There was a bit of a high profile case here with a young actress a few months ago. found hanged but the parents said she was not suicidal and there was no note and they classed it as misadventure because it was a cry for help that went wrong!

 

[methylene blue]

Maybe it's not the best graph. I just find it interesting to think about how each person contributing to that line is nameless and forgotten in the eyes of most, and I find it cool/Interesting that I'll be one of the less than 20 people on the graph lol. My head is totally fucked if you can't tell. Sometime I'm totally normal, but other times like now when my pain is bad I just snap. There's only so much pain one human can undergo without going insane. Oh well, I didn't want life before this; never have. My only regret is that I'll die a virgin if I do next week like I'm planning

I greatly sympathize for you about the virginity thing. That furthered by a life of sexual fulfillment meant so much to me. If you still care about it, there's gotta be some way you can pull off losing your virginity in a pinch. Are there any happy ending massage parlors near you? You could at least get a handjob at one of those. If you're willing to pay more maybe they'd do intercourse, IDK. There's gotta be some online hookup service if you'd settle for that; I've heard Tinder could work, I've never tried, and I've lost interest in the superficial arranged-hookup thing.

Good luck man and I'll be praying that you get lucky.

 

[Godofdeathftw]

I greatly sympathize for you about the virginity thing. That furthered by a life of sexual fulfillment meant so much to me. If you still care about it, there's gotta be some way you can pull off losing your virginity in a pinch. Are there any happy ending massage parlors near you? You could at least get a handjob at one of those. If you're willing to pay more maybe they'd do intercourse, IDK. There's gotta be some online hookup service if you'd settle for that; I've heard Tinder could work, I've never tried, and I've lost interest in the superficial arranged-hookup thing.

Good luck man and I'll be praying that you get lucky.

Haha, thanks man. It's funny that I'm planning to ctb next week, and the biggest thing on my mind is "dammit I haven't had sex yet!". Maybe it's just my brain coping, and trying to find anything to latch onto.