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Pizarnikishere

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Jul 25, 2023
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Is there a song(or songs) you would like to do ctb with?

Mine is I Know It's Over, this song is by The Smiths but I prefer Jeff Buckley's version.

Lyrics:
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. Enough said.
I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Oh...
… Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to slit me
Do you think you can help me?
… Sad veiled bride, please be happy
Handsome groom, give her room
Loud, loutish lover, treat her kindly
(Though she needs you
More than she loves you)
And I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Over and over and over and over
Over and over, la...
… I know it's over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real
And you even spoke to me, and said :
"If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know...
… 'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind
Over, over, over, over
… It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes guts to be gentle and kind
Over, over
Love is natural and real
But not for you, my love
Not tonight, my love
Love is natural and real
But not for such as you and I, my love
 
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Talles

Talles

Member
Mar 3, 2023
26
Almost Blue by Chet Baker and Silver by Bonobo.
I Know It's Over is lovely.
 
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thetrout

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Jul 25, 2023
28
No Hard Feelings, by the Avett Brothers.
 
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dra1ncoreslwt

dra1ncoreslwt

tove 𓆩♡𓆪
Mar 22, 2023
129
Call for Help - Pearly Drops ♡
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
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toofargone6969

toofargone6969

Wandering
Apr 29, 2023
323
For Blue Skies - Strays Don't Sleep
Smother - Daughter
On The Nature Of Daylight - Max Richter

But I'm not gonna listen to anything during CTB will make me too emotional and increase SI for sure
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,307
If I had to listen to some music I'd choose Funeral Cry by Dark Sanctuary like I've mentioned before on here. The music is about wishing for death after all.
 

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