Life_and_Death
Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm de-stressing
- Jul 1, 2020
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idk, as someone thats feeling done with the world i thought id share a "feel good story" as a reminder to myself and anyone that might be reading this, that sometimes its the things you think nothing of, that means everything to someone else.....
its lunchtime now so ive been up at the hospital a good chunk of the morning and my morning in general not going that well (my eggs for some reason not tasting like eggs; more stress on top of eating disorders) the last stop before coming back to the house i had to pick a few things up at the pharmacy, and because they weren't your basic advil etc i needed to ask for help. (thankfully i had already planned for that on the walk to the pharmacy, so my social anxiety was "dealt with").
because of my mental disorders i find myself missing half my dictionary at times, and i felt bad constantly having to look for like every word. so i said "im sorry, but because of my mental disorders i struggle with remembering words a bit" and he said "its ok take your time".
i know its kind of "their job" but that doesnt change human personality, getting impatient. and not everyone does good at their job. and some people are mean or else i wouldnt be fed up with people being mean to me. so it was just really nice with everything i have going on, and my own mental state......
its a "stupid, small, insignificant" 5 words......but i want to cry.....
its lunchtime now so ive been up at the hospital a good chunk of the morning and my morning in general not going that well (my eggs for some reason not tasting like eggs; more stress on top of eating disorders) the last stop before coming back to the house i had to pick a few things up at the pharmacy, and because they weren't your basic advil etc i needed to ask for help. (thankfully i had already planned for that on the walk to the pharmacy, so my social anxiety was "dealt with").
because of my mental disorders i find myself missing half my dictionary at times, and i felt bad constantly having to look for like every word. so i said "im sorry, but because of my mental disorders i struggle with remembering words a bit" and he said "its ok take your time".
i know its kind of "their job" but that doesnt change human personality, getting impatient. and not everyone does good at their job. and some people are mean or else i wouldnt be fed up with people being mean to me. so it was just really nice with everything i have going on, and my own mental state......
its a "stupid, small, insignificant" 5 words......but i want to cry.....