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I don't kow what anti depressants you're on, but actually and ironically enough, a common side effect on a lot of anti depressants, is that you might get stronger suicidal wishes and might actually go on with attempting those plans. Now, I've never done this with a belt, but I used to sleep with a knife under my pillow for a year as a kid, which everyone in my household knew about, because I thought about suicide all the time, regardless if it was day or night. Read up on the side effects of whatever anti depressant you are on.
Tbh they make me sick, I stil want to go im just struggling to even get the courage because last time I was locked up for failing. My knifes aren't good enough to sleep with to bad
That's understandable. Failing an attempt can be traumatizing and horrible, I know too well how that's like. My anti depressants never helped me and they just pushed me to actually do several attempts of suiciding so I was never sure why I was prescribed such meds in the first place, and I read their side effects before even taking them, when my doctor knew I was suicidal and actively planning to end my life in the first place. Whatever ends up happening, I hope you get the peace that you deserve. We are here for you.
