Sometimes chores, a job, errands, responsabilites, feel like a perfect good reason to ctb.

[dandan]

I'm at my job.
I've been completely useless since tuesday.. 3 days and 0% progress
sometimes job, work, errands, responsabilites, feel enough to ctb... being in such a depressed and unmotivated mood, where I dont to do nothing
having to do all this chores
is completely stupid, even enough reason to CTB...

anybody feels like this?
let alone depression
antisocial
and depressive thoughts... but chores, job, errands and responsabilities are enough to ctb...

anybody experiences the same?

 

[Kikoo Loool]

This calls to me. I once wanted to die because of job. Since this time, changed job, but still want to die for other reasons.

 

[I am ___________]

Your not alone in this aspect, I had a few jobs that made me want to kill myself even more. It was the people, and the shit conditions... if your like me and not much of a people's person take a job like janitor, security, stocker, etc. Make sure it is night shift. And yeah the day to day shitfest grind is what has driven a lot of people to want to off themselves, including myself still. After a while you start thinking: Is this all there is? And then you start to put the dots together and figure out why they try and stop people from killing themselves. It is not for the persons best interest, it is for their own selfish interests that they do this. They don't really care, all they care about is losing what you give them.

 

[agreement]

Only sometimes...? ;-)

 

[spanishguy22]

Yeah I have extreme anhedonia so I don't get joy, only food still feels good lmao... Smh
When you don't get any rewards in the brain like normal people, it becomes too hard.

 

[Divine Trinity]

Your not alone in this aspect, I had a few jobs that made me want to kill myself even more. It was the people, and the shit conditions... if your like me and not much of a people's person take a job like janitor, security, stocker, etc. Make sure it is night shift. And yeah the day to day shitfest grind is what has driven a lot of people to want to off themselves, including myself still. After a while you start thinking: Is this all there is? And then you start to put the dots together and figure out why they try and stop people from killing themselves. It is not for the persons best interest, it is for their own selfish interests that they do this. They don't really care, all they care about is losing what you give them.

Then people shit their pants about A.I. and automation... The world would be a better place if about 2/3rds (maybe 4/5ths) of the (western) population stopped working, at least from their current jobs.

 

[I am ___________]

Then people shit their pants about A.I. and automation... The world would be a better place if about 2/3rds (maybe 4/5ths) of the (western) population stopped working, at least from their current jobs.

A great many of the jobs are pointless and could be easily automated. By doing so we would be able to create better jobs, such as maintenace of the robots/machines. Humanity never learns, led astray by greed and profit.

 

[DrownedOctopus]

I feel this. Sometimes knowing I have to get up everyday and continue to do everything that needs to get done...it makes my want to ctb even worse.
I often mutter "someone just fucking kill me now or let me do it because I cannot stand another day of this shit" when I wake up most mornings.