Venting Something’s gotta be done

[Faulisdead]

Shit has hit the fan. I think I'm going to jump tomorrow. Too much of a puss to do a partial hanging. The physical sensation was unbearable for me. But my life is over, and I'm not ready for it. I'm very nervous, but it's gotta be done.

 

[Zzzzz]

Good luck

 

[Retched]

I wish you peace. I often got through another day by saying that I'll kill myself tomorrow. I researched jumping and all sorts of methods. I'm sorry you are in so much pain.

 

[Faulisdead]

I wish you peace. I often got through another day by saying that I'll kill myself tomorrow. I researched jumping and all sorts of methods. I'm sorry you are in so much pain.

Thank you. Honestly, I think that's how it's going to pan out. Suicide takes a lot of energy, energy I don't have.

 

[Violet]

i understand you. Good luck

 

[itsallover]

Where are you jumping from? They seem to be barricading all the tall bridges.

 

[Memento Mori]

Where are you jumping from? They seem to be barricading all the tall bridges.

better don't share that before actually doing it if u want to avoid to get saved

my life is over, and I'm not ready for it. I'm very nervous, but it's gotta be done.

If you're not ready then why the rush?

 

[Faulisdead]

If you're not ready then why the rush?[/QUOTE]

Untimely circumstances that are out of my control. Extreme emotional distress and manipulation.

 

[Faulisdead]

Where are you jumping from? They seem to be barricading all the tall bridges.

Yeah, I have mixed feelings about that. There's plenty of tall buildings and garages. I'm not sure if I'm even gonna do anything. If anything I'd probably just call emergency services. Because with jumping, it leaves an extremely grissly scene for others, who did not consent to any of this.

I fell asleep while typing this. I've been in bed all day, avoiding contact and the moutain of homework I have. I'm going to live another day. I'm hoping to make it until Monday, when I can talk to my DV advocate