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CatLvr
Experienced
- Aug 1, 2024
- 264
I came here looking for information on how to ctb without any undue discomfort and how to go about it without leaving a mess for someone else to clean up.
What I have found (besides that information, thank you to those of you who have gone before and shared your experiences) is myself trying to help others deal with the pain of life. I am such an odd bird.
Maybe it's my age (I am old enough to be the forum granny, that's for sure). Maybe it's that chatting with y'all distracts me from my chronic pain issues while I'm waiting on my meds to kick in. Maybe it's because I have kids and grandkids and so identify your struggle with my desire to help my own children and grandchildren. Most likely it's a combo of all of the above.
But anyhow I just want to thank each of you for sharing and allowing me a word. I hope I help make your journey, whatever you decide that to be, a little easier because life is a fucking bitch even on the best of days.
So for now I will continue to research methods to ctb. But my long term plan to go after the last of my darling pets passed is on hold. Actually, my heart is lighter today that it has been in several years and y'all are the reason for that. Thank you. If I can repay the favor please do not think twice about hollering at me.
That's all for now I guess. I am gonna go clean a little bit now. Something I generally only due under duress because moving hurts so much, even with pain meds. Wish me luck. Ha!
What I have found (besides that information, thank you to those of you who have gone before and shared your experiences) is myself trying to help others deal with the pain of life. I am such an odd bird.
Maybe it's my age (I am old enough to be the forum granny, that's for sure). Maybe it's that chatting with y'all distracts me from my chronic pain issues while I'm waiting on my meds to kick in. Maybe it's because I have kids and grandkids and so identify your struggle with my desire to help my own children and grandchildren. Most likely it's a combo of all of the above.
But anyhow I just want to thank each of you for sharing and allowing me a word. I hope I help make your journey, whatever you decide that to be, a little easier because life is a fucking bitch even on the best of days.
So for now I will continue to research methods to ctb. But my long term plan to go after the last of my darling pets passed is on hold. Actually, my heart is lighter today that it has been in several years and y'all are the reason for that. Thank you. If I can repay the favor please do not think twice about hollering at me.
That's all for now I guess. I am gonna go clean a little bit now. Something I generally only due under duress because moving hurts so much, even with pain meds. Wish me luck. Ha!