Discussion Someone with you as you ctb?

[toxicjester]

Pardon me if this is something people have talked about in the past, but I wanted to talk about this myself!

Does anyone here plan on having someone with them as they ctb? This could be either phone call/video call or in person. Is there anyone here that wants that but it isn't in their plan/ might not be feasible?

For those who might/will have someone, who is it in your life? Do you plan on just having them there for comfort, to document your ctb, or something else?

For those that don't, do you want someone?

For anyone in general, if you could choose who it is without any consequences or trauma done to the other person who would it be?

(I'll give my own answers in a bit but I'm at work atm so this is as much as I can type since I'm on break lol.)

Edit: Off work!

So to answer these myself, I think it'd be nice to have someone with me, as I hate being alone, but ultimately I don't think I could. I did consider doing a partner thing on here, but I'd have to be close to the person I feel, and there's too many factors n stuff.

I think if it was via phone call or anything like that I'd want them for comfort but I wouldn't mind if everything got documented for reference. I'd want to use CO and I feel like I haven't seen anything about a successful attempt or even a documentation of that stuff like SN has.

I think if I could choose someone I'd want it to be my gf, she's also suicidal but, and maybe it's selfish, I want her to live her life and find happiness. She's one of the few things I have left in this world.

 

[zadyszka]

Me & my boyfriend have been planning to CTB together when the time comes. We want to jump together, hand in hand. Both of us think it's quite the romantic idea to die together with someone.
We're not entirely sure if our plan will work, due to us living in different cities & being quite busy most of the time. I hope we'll find a date that works for both of us though, I'd love for him to be the last person I see before my life comes to an end.

 

[TheHolySword]

I want someone with me when I ctb, but it just isn't possible. I don't want to die with a stranger, I wouldn't be comfortable and I wouldn't feel at peace when it's happening. I would be so happy to ctb in the company of someone that I love, feeling their warmth and comfort. I don't think it would be so scary if I were held. The only person I would truly want to be there with me (while it happens, not ctbing with me) is my younger brother. He's the light of my life and I know I would feel safe and I would feel loved as I fall asleep for the final time. But I could never put him through that.

 

[JustSomeWeirdo]

Me & my boyfriend have been planning to CTB together when the time comes. We want to jump together, hand in hand. Both of us think it's quite the romantic idea to die together with someone.
We're not entirely sure if our plan will work, due to us living in different cities & being quite busy most of the time. I hope we'll find a date that works for both of us though, I'd love for him to be the last person I see before my life comes to an end.

Here's a little fun fact: since this is a agreement involving 2 or more people about ctb themselves together. This is called a "suicide pact."

 

[toxicjester]

Me & my boyfriend have been planning to CTB together when the time comes. We want to jump together, hand in hand. Both of us think it's quite the romantic idea to die together with someone.
We're not entirely sure if our plan will work, due to us living in different cities & being quite busy most of the time. I hope we'll find a date that works for both of us though, I'd love for him to be the last person I see before my life comes to an end.

I think that's really sweet, that you two want to ctb together. I hope you can get the logistics sorted out if that's the plan in the end!
I thought it might be cool to do something with my gf, but I feel like she can still find happiness. Maybe it's my self hatred but I feel like I just drag her down and having her ctb with me would feel like the ultimate way I fucked with her life :,)

I want someone with me when I ctb, but it just isn't possible. I don't want to die with a stranger, I wouldn't be comfortable and I wouldn't feel at peace when it's happening. I would be so happy to ctb in the company of someone that I love, feeling their warmth and comfort. I don't think it would be so scary if I were held. The only person I would truly want to be there with me (while it happens, not ctbing with me) is my younger brother. He's the light of my life and I know I would feel safe and I would feel loved as I fall asleep for the final time. But I could never put him through that.

That's really sweet that he makes you feel safe, but I understand completely that it isn't soemthing logistically possible :(

And yea having a stranger next to you would feel weird I'd think, it's sad cause the feeling of being alone sucks but there's too many factors I feel

I think aside from my gf, someone who's family that I think would be nice to have next to me would be my older sibling. I looked up to them for so long and they still make me feel safe sometimes now, but I couldn't do that to them