Venting Someone tried to ctb in my work

[BaconCheeseburger]

Okay, so a bit of a clickbait title I do apologise, but technically it's not wrong?

I work for a shopping centre and a teenager tried to CTB on site, so he was brought into my office where staff sat him down and spoke with him until paramedics were able to pick him up and take him to A&E.

It's happened before so it's not like that was a major shock, but hearing him talk to my team about the pain and upset he was going through really got to me. I wasn't dealing with him so I was just at my desk carrying on with things, but the stuff he said resonated and it really upset me to know that there was someone else so close with the same pain as mine.

I'm kind of just upset about the whole thing. I really want to CTB but have no idea how I could without ruining my family's lives, and just the logistics of planning and succeeding are so stressful.

It just put a downer on my day (not to blame the kid at all) and I kind of just feel like I need a hug.

 

[Fucking loving it]

((((HUGS))))♡♡

 

[Schopenhauer]

That must be upsetting. What he tried to do?

 

[AndyCurious]

Okay, so a bit of a clickbait title I do apologise, but technically it's not wrong?

I work for a shopping centre and a teenager tried to CTB on site, so he was brought into my office where staff sat him down and spoke with him until paramedics were able to pick him up and take him to A&E.

It's happened before so it's not like that was a major shock, but hearing him talk to my team about the pain and upset he was going through really got to me. I wasn't dealing with him so I was just at my desk carrying on with things, but the stuff he said resonated and it really upset me to know that there was someone else so close with the same pain as mine.

I'm kind of just upset about the whole thing. I really want to CTB but have no idea how I could without ruining my family's lives, and just the logistics of planning and succeeding are so stressful.

It just put a downer on my day (not to blame the kid at all) and I kind of just feel like I need a hug.

Huge caring hug...

 

[Lara Francis]

Okay, so a bit of a clickbait title I do apologise, but technically it's not wrong?

I work for a shopping centre and a teenager tried to CTB on site, so he was brought into my office where staff sat him down and spoke with him until paramedics were able to pick him up and take him to A&E.

It's happened before so it's not like that was a major shock, but hearing him talk to my team about the pain and upset he was going through really got to me. I wasn't dealing with him so I was just at my desk carrying on with things, but the stuff he said resonated and it really upset me to know that there was someone else so close with the same pain as mine.

I'm kind of just upset about the whole thing. I really want to CTB but have no idea how I could without ruining my family's lives, and just the logistics of planning and succeeding are so stressful.

It just put a downer on my day (not to blame the kid at all) and I kind of just feel like I need a hug.

Hi
Sending you hugs xx

 

[Salvacion]

He was blessed to have some with your compassion there to be with him. you were there for a purpose today

 

[Deleted member 1496]

*Hugs*

I feel guilty to my family for CTB'ing too, even when they're probably the root cause for I feel such shame, low self-esteem, and stress. I might lie and leave a note about health issues so they won't blame themselves. IDK, I don't think I can endure much more of life by myself, and it seems unfair that I should live for others when they treat me like their servant and I never asked to be born. It's difficult.

 

[lv-gras]

hugs

 

[BaconCheeseburger]

That must be upsetting. What he tried to do?

All I know is he tried to jump off something, so I assume one of the higher levels of the site

 

[Aris.NecroLight]

I hope you are feeling better. I never went through that, but I know it's so sad when you see other people suffering just like you. That's when you really wish the world was a different place. Or at least, that more people were accepted, instead of rejected (for different reasons...).

I don't think I can endure much more of life by myself, and it seems unfair that I should live for others when they treat me like their servant and I never asked to be born. It's difficult.

That's a really tough situation... I think the same... I thought the same many times... at first I was sure of what I believed in, but now I'm doubting. It's like I want to leave them something... like I want to contribute something, but as you said, why should I? It's not like they can even understand. It's a weird feeling I guess. It's the humanity sense I believe. We are all humans after all so we have this feeling of wanting to leave something for others. Though my closest conclusion is that I simply don't want to be forgotten for who I am. It has a lot to do with how I feel and the life I lived. I'd like to die being different to others... being myself.

EDIT: After thinking more about it, I think you meant something pretty different actually. But I still relate with part of that feeling.

 

[Miss clefable]

Hugs

 

[worldexploder]

It's horrible that he's in so much pain. He must have been pretty desperate to try and CTB at work. I hope he can get to the point were he is feeling better.

 

[RottingFlowerBrains]

Loves and hugs