burglarlydante
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- Apr 30, 2020
- 93
So, I was looking at some old pictures of myself and I just realized that I was not always that depressive and suicidal as now.
I was a little awkward but never gave up on me and was very confident as longs I remember
I think my teenagehood made myself worst, like I was always a victim of abuse by my father's family but just realized it in my teenagehood days.
Which made me more and more suicidal
I know it's wrong to blame the victim but I think I was better without knowing what was happening
Btw I think I have no way back to normal such as my suicide is the only thing that was left for me to do
I have to ctb asap (like I always say here)
I was a little awkward but never gave up on me and was very confident as longs I remember
I think my teenagehood made myself worst, like I was always a victim of abuse by my father's family but just realized it in my teenagehood days.
Which made me more and more suicidal
I know it's wrong to blame the victim but I think I was better without knowing what was happening
Btw I think I have no way back to normal such as my suicide is the only thing that was left for me to do
I have to ctb asap (like I always say here)