Everything I've been through did not make me a stronger person. It destroyed me. I'm a completely broken human. I wanted to be one of those people that came out the other side of this darkness and went on to maybe help others and live a full life. There's still so much I want to do but I'm years worth of tired and I just can't do this anymore. There's too much damage to repair. Depression is killing me and i'm scared. I don't think I'm gonna make it through this time. I'm trying so hard to make it through each day but this world is just too much for me. I'm so sad I just want a hug
