g0921
Member
- Jan 18, 2020
- 78
They said I am talented. But what is the point, if i cannot make a living with my own art?
(Actually I am not even talented... I am just too lonely and financially broke in my teens, so I spent time on papers... they are cheap.)
Yet my art style is not needed in my city, so I am now drawing someone else dream at work.
Only if I am better at socialising ? only if my family is rich so that they can support me to be an artist oversea?
Damn, this is the only thing I am good at and the last thing keeping me alive since my cat dead.
I am not good at replying, but I love to see people comment.
Is that bad? I know how good it would be and able to bring more followers, but I am just not that kind of artist....
Nor to join the artist group for more connection to boost up exposure.
God, I really hope I have a chance to save myself, but the longer time I spend... the lesser hope I see on myself.
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(Actually I am not even talented... I am just too lonely and financially broke in my teens, so I spent time on papers... they are cheap.)
Yet my art style is not needed in my city, so I am now drawing someone else dream at work.
Only if I am better at socialising ? only if my family is rich so that they can support me to be an artist oversea?
Damn, this is the only thing I am good at and the last thing keeping me alive since my cat dead.
I am not good at replying, but I love to see people comment.
Is that bad? I know how good it would be and able to bring more followers, but I am just not that kind of artist....
Nor to join the artist group for more connection to boost up exposure.
God, I really hope I have a chance to save myself, but the longer time I spend... the lesser hope I see on myself.
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