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archipelago
Student
- Jun 27, 2021
- 148
Been practicing NN method, only just used cornhole bags since it was tricky to get the nylons to stay on the arteries as directed in the 5 last acts book.
In the discussions about this method, including the mega thread, I see that you're supposed to feel dizzy during it if you're doing it right. Instead of feeling dizzy during, I feel a pressure in my head, but dizziness and a headache after remove the tourniquet. So does this mean I'm doing it right?
My head hurts a lot right now, Im worried that because I only feel the dizziness after that I may have pushed it too far during practice.
Also, how have you guys been able to keep the cornhole bags in place? I could definitely feel it pressing in more on one side than the other. Not sure that I want to use tape and get marks and burns if it doesn't work.
I feel scared. I need to leave by a certain date, just under 2 weeks, and it suddenly feels less peaceful and that I'm holding onto SI. I'm mailing off beneficiary to bank account changes today, and I want to throw up.
If I stay past the date, I'm going to have to face another huge trauma and I can't do it to myself anymore
Ive never attempted before because I always knew I had to succeed the first time, otherwise I would be in a worse off situation if I failed
I have SN (untested so far) but no way of getting a good antiemetic in Canada and metoclopramide can trigger seizures, when I already have epilepsy. If I start using it ahead of time and have a seizure I'll have no way to safely leave the house to be able to ctb
I feel so stuck
In the discussions about this method, including the mega thread, I see that you're supposed to feel dizzy during it if you're doing it right. Instead of feeling dizzy during, I feel a pressure in my head, but dizziness and a headache after remove the tourniquet. So does this mean I'm doing it right?
My head hurts a lot right now, Im worried that because I only feel the dizziness after that I may have pushed it too far during practice.
Also, how have you guys been able to keep the cornhole bags in place? I could definitely feel it pressing in more on one side than the other. Not sure that I want to use tape and get marks and burns if it doesn't work.
I feel scared. I need to leave by a certain date, just under 2 weeks, and it suddenly feels less peaceful and that I'm holding onto SI. I'm mailing off beneficiary to bank account changes today, and I want to throw up.
If I stay past the date, I'm going to have to face another huge trauma and I can't do it to myself anymore
Ive never attempted before because I always knew I had to succeed the first time, otherwise I would be in a worse off situation if I failed
I have SN (untested so far) but no way of getting a good antiemetic in Canada and metoclopramide can trigger seizures, when I already have epilepsy. If I start using it ahead of time and have a seizure I'll have no way to safely leave the house to be able to ctb
I feel so stuck