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moonlightwhisper

moonlightwhisper

Again?
Feb 15, 2023
14
(sorry for my poor grammar, English isn't my mother language.)

I've thought long about this method, of ending my life.
it goes like this:
fill my bathtub with warm (lukewarm water)
make sure I'm sitting down, and crouching over the bathtub, over the water
I've heard a sashimi knife is the sharpest knife you can get out there. thought I don't know it myself since I don't have it yet.
now the hardest part is, position the knife at the side of your neck, and aim for your carotid artery.
I've also heard that, if you slice deep enough, it would take 5 - 15 sec for you to die.
Now I'm not the smartest when it comes to these things, but it sounded convincing enough.

Now this may sound like a foolish plan, and a painful one too, but at this point I'm ruin out of options. This is the most reasonable plan I have yet, so far.

I can't live another year like this, slumbering away, and dwelling on hurtful memories. it would be nice if some of you came up with other methods for me to use.
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
(sorry for my poor grammar, English isn't my mother language.)

I've thought long about this method, of ending my life.
it goes like this:
fill my bathtub with warm (lukewarm water)
make sure I'm sitting down, and crouching over the bathtub, over the water
I've heard a sashimi knife is the sharpest knife you can get out there. thought I don't know it myself since I don't have it yet.
now the hardest part is, position the knife at the side of your neck, and aim for your carotid artery.
I've also heard that, if you slice deep enough, it would take 5 - 15 sec for you to die.
Now I'm not the smartest when it comes to these things, but it sounded convincing enough.

Now this may sound like a foolish plan, and a painful one too, but at this point I'm ruin out of options. This is the most reasonable plan I have yet, so far.

I can't live another year like this, slumbering away, and dwelling on hurtful memories. it would be nice if some of you came up with other methods for me to use.
Abandon that and go for shallow water/black water. Way better
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,126
That sounds like such a horrible method to me, but of course I understand just wanting to be gone. This world really is so cruel and of course existing can be torture, so it certainly should be easier for us to die. It's very unfortunate how we are restricted access to more peaceful methods but anyway, best wishes.
 
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Tarucest

Tarucest

再也不
Feb 15, 2023
15
(sorry for my poor grammar, English isn't my mother language.)

I've thought long about this method, of ending my life.
it goes like this:
fill my bathtub with warm (lukewarm water)
make sure I'm sitting down, and crouching over the bathtub, over the water
I've heard a sashimi knife is the sharpest knife you can get out there. thought I don't know it myself since I don't have it yet.
now the hardest part is, position the knife at the side of your neck, and aim for your carotid artery.
I've also heard that, if you slice deep enough, it would take 5 - 15 sec for you to die.
Now I'm not the smartest when it comes to these things, but it sounded convincing enough.

Now this may sound like a foolish plan, and a painful one too, but at this point I'm ruin out of options. This is the most reasonable plan I have yet, so far.

I can't live another year like this, slumbering away, and dwelling on hurtful memories. it would be nice if some of you came up with other methods for me to use.
Hmmm i haven't heard of this method but it sounds like a dream solution. I feel it may have a catch.. like if u don't cut the artery perfectly it could just be painful and slow as hell. Trust me cutting an artery incorrectly can just be slow...I cut one in my arm and it took forever for me to pass out from blood loss. I probably had better chances just burning myself alive than ever succeeding at that method again. Dont let me discourage you though, if u can manage it i think it could work
 
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Himalayan

Himalayan

"Wake up to reality, nothing ever goes as planned"
Sep 30, 2022
422
what is this?
if you live alone and have a tub, this is great.
 
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