Probably an obvious question, but does anyone cope by knowing (assuming you believe in ' nothingness') that when you're dead, obviously all the pain will disappear, but also that all the good and beautiful stuff won't matter either, you won't know your missing it. Whether it's a few little nice things you are able to still enjoy now, or the full on beautiful life experience.
I'm feeling there's so much gone wrong on so many fronts switching everything off is the only solace. Things I've found can go royally wrong. I'm sick, but it's losing touch with friends and time going on that hurts the most. I keep thinking, in 20 years everyone will be 70, in 40 years theyll/we'll be gone anyway. Sounds simple on paper, but in reality you can live a lot of life in a decade if you're able.
Anyway, things have gone wrong in my life. It's very sad. So many different ways of viewing life and death when your in this state. When you're physically sick you really have got a battle on your hands.
To sum up, it currently feels like the only way I can cope with all the good stuff I'm no longer able to live and the pain is to not be here. Sounds obvious, it's both incredibly simple and incredibly complex when you're in it. I value life, which adds another layer of pain, anyway thanks for reading.
I'm feeling there's so much gone wrong on so many fronts switching everything off is the only solace. Things I've found can go royally wrong. I'm sick, but it's losing touch with friends and time going on that hurts the most. I keep thinking, in 20 years everyone will be 70, in 40 years theyll/we'll be gone anyway. Sounds simple on paper, but in reality you can live a lot of life in a decade if you're able.
Anyway, things have gone wrong in my life. It's very sad. So many different ways of viewing life and death when your in this state. When you're physically sick you really have got a battle on your hands.
To sum up, it currently feels like the only way I can cope with all the good stuff I'm no longer able to live and the pain is to not be here. Sounds obvious, it's both incredibly simple and incredibly complex when you're in it. I value life, which adds another layer of pain, anyway thanks for reading.
Last edited:
