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here_for_now

here_for_now

is this by design?
Jan 27, 2025
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please i'm trying to end my shit asap, i need a sodium nitrate source ideally escrow or through credit card payment so i have protection that ships us. if you want to keep your source private just dm me the source, thanks.
 
muu

muu

If I was gone, If I had just disappeared
Jul 27, 2025
133
i don't wish to implicate myself that much so i refuse to give you a source but i do wish to tell you that Sodium Nitrate will not kill you. NitRITE will. very simple mistake but to get them confused is very bad!
 
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hurb

hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
184
i don't wish to implicate myself that much so i refuse to give you a source but i do wish to tell you that Sodium Nitrate will not kill you. NitRITE will. very simple mistake but to get them confused is very bad!
U r not doing anything wrong tho. Knowledge should be accessible for everybody.
U should avoid encouraging someone to ctb , but giving them information isnt harmful.
 
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Awesomefoid67

she/it, terminally silly :3
Sep 10, 2024
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U r not doing anything wrong tho. Knowledge should be accessible for everybody.
U should avoid encouraging someone to ctb , but giving them information isnt harmful.
giving it out freely can be risky though, you could be giving it to an undercover journalist or someone looking to like report you/this site for "aiding suicide" or whatever, this site gets enough bad attention anyway
 
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hurb

I care too much to give a f*ck
Jan 22, 2026
184
giving it out freely can be risky though, you could be giving it to an undercover journalist or someone looking to like report you/this site for "aiding suicide" or whatever, this site gets enough bad attention anyway
Thats fair i always forget there are rats everywhere. U are right
 
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curiousgeorgette

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Jan 26, 2026
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please i'm trying to end my shit asap, i need a sodium nitrate source ideally escrow or through credit card payment so i have protection that ships us. if you want to keep your source private just dm me the source, thanks.

If you get an answer, please send me a DM because I have the same question (also in the U.S.) and have had no success in finding SN that will deliver to me. Someone said it could be found on the dark web, so I learned how to use that and still nothing. Good luck!
 

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