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Toptock
Experienced
- Jun 6, 2020
- 292
I apologize for what may come off as cringy. I'm not sure how to phrase this without sounding like a fool.
So I'm always being told both by my coworkers and roommates that I'm boring, i have no motivation to do anything other than go to work and sleep. I don't see society as a clockwork i need to fit in, its just a mass collection of people operating under the same blanket of rules. People can go out and live their lives, but i don't want to, i want to want to, but i will never breach the surface of the social normative. If i know I won't succeed, that I'll always just be *me*. Am i not allowed to isolate myself? Why should i feel an urge to go out into the world and change for everyone else, but not myself? How is that fair? What am i missing?
So I'm always being told both by my coworkers and roommates that I'm boring, i have no motivation to do anything other than go to work and sleep. I don't see society as a clockwork i need to fit in, its just a mass collection of people operating under the same blanket of rules. People can go out and live their lives, but i don't want to, i want to want to, but i will never breach the surface of the social normative. If i know I won't succeed, that I'll always just be *me*. Am i not allowed to isolate myself? Why should i feel an urge to go out into the world and change for everyone else, but not myself? How is that fair? What am i missing?