Venting Socializing and Society

[EternalShore]

I was basically made to be impossible to socialize with~ :( from obscure interests to being too child-like and feminine to being depressed and sewer slidal (say, pro-lifers, why don't you actually try to do something about that? :/)~ and I'm sure there's many more stuff I forgot to mention! >_< it's just so ugh~ :/ why do I have to be put in such a horrible spot as this? :( and this exact kinda position is exactly why I hate all these people who say they want to be helpful and be nice to those who are mistreated~ :( because they are the exact opposite of that! :/ they're mean and clique-ish~ My middle school was less clique-ish than stuff nowadays~ :/
I hate the types of people which say you have to grow as a person before you can start dating and do all that stuff because seriously... :/ I'm already my own person! I can function perfectly fine in performing a job in society an doing my own hobbies! Just that well, society rejects those who don't fit all its dumb expectations and what-not~ :/ It's not like I asked for them~ >_<
and it's like~ I get that not everything will be nice, and that yes, I'll have to give up my own stuff because well, no one likes it~ And I'm totally willing to do it... Just that no one takes me up on it... It's sooo >_< I try to be someone else in society and am rejected in spite of it~ :/

 

[Nikitatos]

The world is so divided. There is no normal any more.

 

[EternalShore]

The world is so divided. There is no normal any more.

There is a clear normal in my general area at least, and it does everything it can to stop me~ :(
Ex: It is normal to like food. I don't. I am not normal.