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foxdie
Got my ticket
- Aug 18, 2020
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So a little about me. I've been planning my ctb for a few months, I put my life in a place where I could carry it out. I'm pretty isolated, I live alone and don't converse on social media that much. These past months I have really tried to pull away from people. I don't know, I guess I think if kill myself soon after I've seen them they'll blame themselves.
Now I think people are starting to notice how withdrawn I am. A few weeks ago went I saw a friend he casually mentioned suicide but not in relation to me. Anyways a couple people this week have reached out to see me and I can't really refuse without raising suspicion.
How do others deal with social outing while actively planning ctb? I only have to see one person tmr, maybe some kind a party on the weekend and then I'll go stay with a friend for a few days next week. How do I handle this? I can't slip up, I've come this far. What would you do?
Now I think people are starting to notice how withdrawn I am. A few weeks ago went I saw a friend he casually mentioned suicide but not in relation to me. Anyways a couple people this week have reached out to see me and I can't really refuse without raising suspicion.
How do others deal with social outing while actively planning ctb? I only have to see one person tmr, maybe some kind a party on the weekend and then I'll go stay with a friend for a few days next week. How do I handle this? I can't slip up, I've come this far. What would you do?