
StrawberryRed
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- Oct 16, 2024
- 60
I'm realizing I think im addicted To instagram and tiktok. Mostly tiktok. I spend between 4-7 hours there daily and 1-2 on instagram. At peak times I can spend 12 hours in 1 day. I do have a life, I just spend all my free time online. Like when I'm on the bus, waiting for a bus, waiting in general, eating, in the restroom, before I sleep, right after I wake up etc. I even sometimes scroll while washing the dishes. I also go to sleep later ( 12) and wake up pretty early(5) every day. I've spent weeks here and there without my phone , and I've never like freaked out or anything I just get like really really bored and sadder. I do have hobbies but I think the problem is that they dont turn off my brain as much as social media does. I do jigsaw puzzles but that leaves so much space for me to think and think and think. You know? I even scroll while doing work, answer a question then scroll to the next video. Has anyone else overcome this addiction? Honestly I dont know If I even want to because I'm so uninteresting in my regular life. But maybe I'm so uninterested because I'm constantly inundating myself with all this brainrotting content made to get my attention. Idk, does anyone else have this problem?? When in not online I feel lost. Stopping scrolling feels like it genuinely hurts like it pains ro have to focus on my real life. The only thing that replaces that satisfaction and mind numbing I feel when I'm online is watching tv shows. And that's barely. I sound so pathetic complaining and ik its not as serious as a real addiction, but in alot of ways it's taking over my life.
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