avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
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Yeah, a day before Easter Sunday and five days before the anniversary of my dearest mother's death, I am getting put out on the street. Sad thing is is I start a job tomorrow. Managed to snag one because I am on furlough from my regular job until around Memorial Day weekend. Funny thing is, I was, for once in my life actually getting my shit together. Then shit hit the fan and suddenly, things went from horrible to outright hellish. Life has a funny way of bringing you down right when it gives you hope. Fuck the world and fuck everyone in it.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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They'll put you out during this? What country are you from where they can just do that?
Funny thing is, I was, for once in my life actually getting my shit together. Then shit hit the fan and suddenly, things went from horrible to outright hellish.
Strange that it usually goes like that for some people. I'm sorry.
 
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rntmss

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Feb 7, 2020
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They'll put you out during this? What country are you from where they can just do that?

Strange that it usually goes like that for some people. I'm sorry.
Memorial Day makes me think USA... land of the free if you're rich, home of the brave if you're poor.

OP, I hope things turn around for you. I'm rooting for you.
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
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They'll put you out during this? What country are you from where they can just do that?

Strange that it usually goes like that for some people. I'm sorry.
The U.S. and my living arrangement is such that I am merely a guest and not a tenant. Sad thing is is I am so jaded from just a rough past that I am almost indifferent about the entire situation. I expect no less from my life.
Memorial Day makes me think USA... land of the free if you're rich, home of the brave if you're poor.

OP, I hope things turn around for you. I'm rooting for you.
Thank you. Might be just words from a stranger, but they are heartfelt and kind and I truly appreciate them.
 
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Broken Chimera

Broken Chimera

The abyss also gazes into you
May 27, 2019
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Memorial Day makes me think USA... land of the free if you're rich, home of the brave if you're poor.
I need to stop posting when I'm tired. Reading that I ignored that part. You wouldn't think they would do that here, but they would.

Yeah, land of the free. Free to do what the fuck we're told.
The U.S. and my living arrangement is such that I am merely a guest and not a tenant. Sad thing is is I am so jaded from just a rough past that I am almost indifferent about the entire situation. I expect no less from my life.
I see. But why would they put you out during this? Can you ask for more time to at least find a new place? I've had a hard life too and I hate it when someone else feels like that. I hope it gets better for you soon.
 
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jgm63

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Can you get some temporary accomodation of some description, so you can start the new job ?
Or very (very) worst case, could you sleep in the car for a couple of weeks until your first paycheck, etc ?

Should be survivable, though I don't know all your specifics of course.....
 
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avoid_slow_death

avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
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I need to stop posting when I'm tired. Reading that I ignored that part. You wouldn't think they would do that here, but they would.

Yeah, land of the free. Free to do what the fuck we're told.

I see. But why would they put you out during this? Can you ask for more time to at least find a new place? I've had a hard life too and I hate it when someone else feels like that. I hope it gets better for you soon.
Yeah, don't want to go into the details. It's a long and shitty story I would rather not relate right now. Let's just say, no, I get no second chance. Story of my life though.
Can you get some temporary accomodation of some description, so you can start the new job ?
Or very (very) worst case, could you sleep in the car for a couple of weeks until your first paycheck, etc ?

Should be survivable, though I don't know all your specifics of course.....
Unfortunately, do not have a car. Upside is is this will likely only be for a month or two and will give me enough time to save a good chunk of money.
 
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Erase.myself

Erase.myself

My body is a prison
Jan 4, 2020
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I am terribly sorry this is happening. You're such a wonderful person and I've enjoyed our talks these last few days. You deserve so much more than what this cruel world hands you. I hope you are able to keep this job during this time, and I hope you are able to find some kind of temporary shelter. Sending you lots of *hugs*
 
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avoid_slow_death

Ready to embrace the peaceful bliss of the void.
Feb 4, 2020
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I am terribly sorry this is happening. You're such a wonderful person and I've enjoyed our talks these last few days. You deserve so much more than what this cruel world hands you. I hope you are able to keep this job during this time, and I hope you are able to find some kind of temporary shelter. Sending you lots of *hugs*
Thanks. You are a very kind soul yourself. As far a being deserving of so much more, eh, I want to believe that, but life so far has proven otherwise. Maybe things will get better and maybe they won't. If they don't, there are plenty of options out there to just leave the pain and all the garbage behind. I see it as putting myself where I have belonged since birth. The trash with the rest of the useless waste.
 
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jgm63

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Yeah, don't want to go into the details. It's a long and shitty story I would rather not relate right now. Let's just say, no, I get no second chance. Story of my life though.

Unfortunately, do not have a car. Upside is is this will likely only be for a month or two and will give me enough time to save a good chunk of money.
Perhaps some type of hostel, or something along those lines ?
Probably not much fun, but survivable, although obviously need to find out what's open with current events...
Or can you try craigslist or gumtree, etc ?
There must be some people around in need of some cash, who can offer a place to sleep for a month or two....
 
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