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everydayiloveyou
Arcanist
- Jul 5, 2020
- 490
Hey guys. My psychiatrist is gonna put me on meds next week. She said she's gonna give me the most common SSRI, I forgot to ask which one it is
So my most pressing issue is social anxiety disorder. I asked her if meds would reduce the physical symptoms (my worst is sweating, i sweat through my clothes often) and she said not really. So I asked if they would make me more outgoing, and if I'd be aware of the changes. She said no, I wouldn't change much and I'd still be "me." I started crying and said that I was hoping for bigger changes, because my life is in shambles over this problem. She seemed very surprised that i was hoping for a big change. I mean with the impairment that SAD causes me, why the fuck would I want to stay the same person?
To anyone who's taken meds -- what was it like and what changes did you see? Do you feel like it's a placebo?
also how could I ask for something stronger/more dramatic like MAOIs without having to try more SSRIs? I'm so desperate lately I'm seriously considering trying drinking/other drugs so I can be normal enough to do my basic life tasks
So my most pressing issue is social anxiety disorder. I asked her if meds would reduce the physical symptoms (my worst is sweating, i sweat through my clothes often) and she said not really. So I asked if they would make me more outgoing, and if I'd be aware of the changes. She said no, I wouldn't change much and I'd still be "me." I started crying and said that I was hoping for bigger changes, because my life is in shambles over this problem. She seemed very surprised that i was hoping for a big change. I mean with the impairment that SAD causes me, why the fuck would I want to stay the same person?
To anyone who's taken meds -- what was it like and what changes did you see? Do you feel like it's a placebo?
also how could I ask for something stronger/more dramatic like MAOIs without having to try more SSRIs? I'm so desperate lately I'm seriously considering trying drinking/other drugs so I can be normal enough to do my basic life tasks