So ugly I want to die

[donewithyourview]

I am literally so fucking ugly it's kind of insane, every time I look in the mirror I want to do the worst most violent things to myself. I don't know what's stopping me right now, I've done it before. I want to do it again. I need someone to tell me to my face how worthless and disgusting I am. I need my loved ones to stop lying directly to my face.

 

[lessonlearned]

same i hate myself so fucking much

 

[releasespieces]

I'm gross too. Sucks to be us I guess.

 

[Doom]

Everything is so much harder when your born ugly

 

[DarkRose]

I am literally so fucking ugly it's kind of insane, every time I look in the mirror I want to do the worst most violent things to myself. I don't know what's stopping me right now, I've done it before. I want to do it again. I need someone to tell me to my face how worthless and disgusting I am. I need my loved ones to stop lying directly to my face.

I feel you... Good luck!

 

[Bengal]

Can't confirm you're as ugly as u say without a picture (not asking), so I'll take ur word.

Only reason I said that is bc I personally have some body dysmorphia and I'm average looking. But that's my issue

I'm very sorry u have to feel this way about yourself. People will pretend that looks are less important than they are but the world is a very superficial place.

Whatever road u choose I hope u find peace.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really can be torture feeling trapped in this human body for so many in this world, and it must be awful having to suffer so intensely, there really is nothing fair about any of this. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[Superdeterminist]

Looks is one of the most powerful influences on how we're treated in the world.

 

[nopointinlife]

How you look to others depends on how you look to yourself. There is no question that I am fucking ugly. I was born with deformities to my arm and face. My eyes are crooked, and my lower face is asymmetrical. I spent my younger years (teens to 40's) tricking myself into thinking I look OK and that people will trust and like me if I am smart and polite with a good sense of humor. Somehow I managed to marry a girl who is way out of my league, have two healthy smart ass kids through whom I live vicariously, and established a decent business with daily client interaction. Unfortunately, reality of life, depression, and anxiety caught up with me and I can no longer keep up my charade. All I want now is to ctb in my sleep. There are many posts here asking whether lots of money will change a person's mind about ctb. Many say no. For me, all I want is to not have a fucked up face and arm. There is so much more I could accomplish as a normal person. I think I got the brains, but I just need the looks.

 

[Rocinante]

My face crowds my thoughts every waking hour. Always wishing I were better looking, or just normal at the least. No amount of gaslighting from people on other forums will change my opinion. "brah you actually look like Tom cruise brah xd", "you look like Tom cruise, is he your uncle". Even a girl I tried to get with claimed I resembled him. But I was still ghosted. So that leaves me to question. Was I ghosted because of my looks? People on looksmax.org said I could do better and that she was unattractive and made no sense for me to be rejected. I do not care for looks. I look for someone with a good personality. I liked hers. Even other people introduced me to her cause they said we be perfect for each other. Also, This is the stuff they tell people on r/amiugly . Omg, anon. You look like X celebrity. This is why I have accepted I will die alone. Tried once to get gf and failed. 100% failure rate. No other attempts will be successful.
I wanted to upload more pics to looksmax for advice but I decided it's better to focus less on my looks and avoid taking selfies for good.

Surgeries are the only thing I have to look forward to. Maybe they will fix all my problems. It's a gamble but it's worth it.

 

[wanttodie]

same i hate myself my body is so ugly from my head to me toes

 

[asterisk3]

Looks is one of the most powerful influences on how we're treated in the world.

How you look to others depends on how you look to yourself. There is no question that I am fucking ugly. I was born with deformities to my arm and face. My eyes are crooked, and my lower face is asymmetrical. I spent my younger years (teens to 40's) tricking myself into thinking I look OK and that people will trust and like me if I am smart and polite with a good sense of humor. Somehow I managed to marry a girl who is way out of my league, have two healthy smart ass kids through whom I live vicariously, and established a decent business with daily client interaction. Unfortunately, reality of life, depression, and anxiety caught up with me and I can no longer keep up my charade. All I want now is to ctb in my sleep. There are many posts here asking whether lots of money will change a person's mind about ctb. Many say no. For me, all I want is to not have a fucked up face and arm. There is so much more I could accomplish as a normal person. I think I got the brains, but I just need the looks.

 

[EternalOblivion]

My appearance serves as a permanent barrier between myself and the life I'd like to have. I used to obsess over the idea of getting cosmetic surgery for years—only because I wanted the disdain from others to go away. I know that'll never be a reality, though.

 

[Kurushii]

Whilst I do not like how I look and I often beat myself up for it, nothing short of plastic surgery will change that. And recently I realised that complaining that I was ugly all the time was in itself ugly. It's really hard and my looks are a reason why I want to ctb, but I try not to think about it much. And yeah it's annoying when people lie to your face... about your face.

 

[existenceisacurse]

I can relate to this too

 

[death137]

Being ugly is the main reason why I want to ctb. I'm also short. I'm fucked.