So scared

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So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared. So scared.

But I want freedom.
Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom. Freedom.

 

[33K1LLM3]

DO NOT DO ANYTHING IF YOU ARE NOT READY PLEASE!!!

The last thing you need is to die in distress, don't do that to yourself, don't rush, please take so much care of yourself, I hope you find peace, but don't do it if your not ready <3

 

[openBottomJeans]

DO NOT DO ANYTHING IF YOU ARE NOT READY PLEASE!!!

The last thing you need is to die in distress, don't do that to yourself, don't rush, please take so much care of yourself, I hope you find peace, but don't do it if your not ready <3

You're very sweet, 33K1LLM3 …

I've accepted I will have a distressing death. There's no easy way around it.
I'll probably be completely sober - I don't see myself carrying a bottle of whiskey along for a 16hr walk to the location. Even if I do drink it before I get there, the chances of me getting picked up for public intoxication go way up.

No money, no truck, no family .. it's my sweet, sweet time. I tried a few days ago and it failed. not this time