So sad, so empty

[Unattainable666]

I had a friend who I truly loved who I believe ctb. Life was too overwhelming for him. I miss him so much. He was the only one in my life who really understood me. We "talked" every day. I've ot heard from him in over a week. I've cried until I can't cry anymore. If I had know he was going to ctb I would have gone with him. Gladly. Now, I' alone again in a fucked up world where no one understand me or gives a shit. I miss him so much. I tried to ctb last night but of course it didnt work. Just wish I wasnt here any more.

 

[Myforevercharlie]

I'm so sorry for your loss :(

 

[Unattainable666]

I'm so sorry for your loss :(

thank you

 

[The Silly Sluggy]

I had a friend like that too. Wasn't the same without that feeling he gave me. I beat myself up over it every day. I hope it gets better for you...

 

[Unattainable666]

I had a friend like that too. Wasn't the same without that feeling he gave me. I beat myself up over it every day. I hope it gets better for you...

thank you.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I'm sorry for your loss.

 

[Unattainable666]

I'm sorry for your loss.

Thank you

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm so sorry. I used to PM someone here who CTB last December. I still miss her. I know we all respect one another's right to choose here but it still hurts.

 

[Unattainable666]

I'm so sorry. I used to PM someone here who CTB last December. I still miss her. I know we all respect one another's right to choose here but it still hurts.

It does it hurts like hell thanks for understanding

 

[Kit1]

I am so sorry for your loss.

 

[Unattainable666]

I am so sorry for your loss.

thank you

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd just wish to be free from all the suffering. Anyway rest in peace.