So sad, anxious, and ready....

[downndone2]

I'm so sad, anxious, and ready 2 go. All I do is lay around completely unmotivated. I have so much going on and everyone would be better off without me here. My negativity is thru the roof, can't find a job, never leave home, debt, bills, can't keep up...

I just need to settle for sure way to do it abd quick...

 

[alivefornow]

I can relate. The thing is: even after some improvements here and there, my mind betrays me and sends me back to emotional hell.

Don't rush anything though. I know, it's hard to bear. But you don't want to accidentally cripple or paralyze yourself.

 

[FuneralCry]

There certainly does seem to be no real relief from suffering in this cruel world and it's very much understandable just wishing to finally be free from it, it's just unfair how it's not easier for us to leave.
But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[downndone2]

It is just an awful existence
i don't want to even leave my house let alone live
The ctb options aren't easy to choose from and I don't want to do it at home
I cannot believe I've ruined my life like I have. I see absolutely no happiness and no glimmers of hope at all

I can relate. The thing is: even after some improvements here and there, my mind betrays me and sends me back to emotional hell.

Don't rush anything though. I know, it's hard to bear. But you don't want to accidentally cripple or paralyze yourself.

I don't want to do that. I've been weighing my options. I can only think of so many ways that are likely to succeed and obviously none of them are very pleasant.