So much has to go right for CTB

[Huggs]

The SN purity has to be 95% and scams are to be expected. Customs has to let it through. A welfare check can't be made. Need an antiemetic which is difficult to purchase too. I need to not throw up too much of the SN. I need to not be found. So much has to work out in my favor. I'm blindly putting my trust in the idea of not getting screwed over. I need this to work but feel like it's much more likely it won't.
Just let me free from this fucking life. Let it all work.
I envy the people that have passed on, seems like they're the few that got lucky by random chance.

 

[Lucilius]

That's why I'd rather let the sea take care of it.

 

[FuneralCry]

I see it as being so cruel how we cannot just choose to leave this world in peace, I hate how suicide is purposely made so unnecessarily difficult with risks and complications, it should be much easier for us to finally escape from all the suffering.

 

[020x]

"just let me free from this fucking" killed me im sorry