So much for my reprieve

[Treeline589]

I had one day of not being as suicidal or thinking about how to CTB. The thoughts always return and they seem to return with a vengence. I feel like it's just best if I end it as soon as possible. I don't belong in this world and everyone would be better off if I was gone.

 

[Nolan96]

I hope there are more days of living life without suicidal thoughts ahead of you.
Wishing you the best.

 

[CommitSudoku]

What even is life without dreaming of killing ourselves every day? I really wonder sometimes, I don't know otherwise anymore.
I'm sorry it was a short-lived reprieve only. I wouldn't say that you don't belong or anyone would be better off without you, not that I can back up my words right now. But I hope you can follow whatever is best for you and find success

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are going through this. I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. I understand that it can be hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. I also see myself as not belonging in this world. I wish you the best in whatever happens.