Venting So I posted before about being overwhelmed with things I wanted to do before I died, but now that I'm ready and my date is near...

[Moon Flower]

I don't want to do any of it anymore, I just wanna skip right to my date, down my lovely sn cocktail, and drift off. Anyone else have this happen as they got close to their date/finished preparations?

 

[sullengirl]

Yes... I'm almost done finishing up some last bits, and I find myself constantly wondering "why not now?" But then I think, "why not at the planned date?" and tell myself to be patient... Godspeed, lunarpoppies.

 

[SuicidalSymphonies]

I'm kind of getting exhausted from the amends I'm trying to make before I go... And it isn't because I don't care. I just don't have the energy anymore.

 

[Stan]

I don't want to do any of it anymore, I just wanna skip right to my date, down my lovely sn cocktail, and drift off. Anyone else have this happen as they got close to their date/finished preparations?

Yesterday I had it all laid out on my table ready to go

 

[WhiteDespair]

I haven't wanted to do anything for a while now. I look to the future and see a void.

I get more excitement over a set of chopsticks I can use as a tourniquet than going to a sushi joint, flying to Japan or getting an Asian girlfriend (to fit the theme anyway).

I seem to figure it is like being a kid and finally the day arrives when you're going to Disneyland. Or, Disneyworld. All else pales in comparison. You just want to hand in your ticket and...

 

[Rachel74]

Yesterday I had it all laid out on my table ready to go

I'd be a selfish sod to keep you here @Stan but I'm really gonna miss you

 

[Mloureiro]

I'd be a selfish sod to keep you here @Stan but I'm really gonna miss you ❤

Likewise

 

[Neverod]

I'm kind of getting exhausted from the amends I'm trying to make before I go... And it isn't because I don't care. I just don't have the energy anymore.

Same. But lately i don't care at all, just threw all away, why do i bother if my date is coming anyway.
It's curious to me how most of us try to do as much as possible before we go, i see it as a "kind" act.

 

[Flume]

I don't give a fuck about fucking anything anymore, yes... that'll happen to you.

 

[Kingkelly]

Yesterday I had it all laid out on my table ready to go

yep had mine in my hand....but i had to go to work. December is seeming to be the month after the busy season at work so i dont screw them over.

 

[woxihuanni]

I'd be a selfish sod to keep you here @Stan but I'm really gonna miss you ❤

Dunno, we could selfishly gang up on him. Wanna have you around, dammit.