ixkitty
Let me be Selfish, just this once.
- Aug 15, 2020
- 356
I spent an entire hour screaming at myself for being weak and stupid for not just ending it right there. I had the gun, I had the SN, I had the ratchet /Cornhole sacks. Why couldn't I? Why was I so weak that I couldn't. I told myself I hated myself so much.. I screamed at my reflection. I screamed at my seat. I told myself I was weak and stupid and useless.. I have to do this. I really have to. I need this. And I just need to make that step.
How can I do that? I need help. I just need to start and it'll all be over.
How can I do that? I need help. I just need to start and it'll all be over.