So desperate

[Martyn]

I'm so desperate to go now I've tried so hard to get help but all my friends and family just say take medication and stop being selfish and take the easy way out ! Seriously how can people say the easy way out yes it may be selfish but I've tried to please others for so long !! Now I need to go !

 

[Azazel]

People can be total jerks sometimes, mostly if they aren't able to understand how you feel. I hope you can get the help that you are looking for, or worst case scenario, that you find your peace. Just try not to act out of impulse. If you want to ctb, plan it and do it only when you're calm. And remember, you don't have to please anybody but yourself.

 

[Orin]

Really sorry to hear about your situation. I know how hard it is to be surrounded by people who are insensitive towards these things.

I myself was born into a family of narcissists (and possibly psychopaths) so i kinda know how it feels. To say the least, they are dismissive of my suicidal ideations.