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It was the bar in my closet. I hung from it in order to test it, but apparently not long enough? Idk. I hope the door is stronger. I'm almost ready to try again. I was so shocked that I passed out, really. I've been trying for a week and never could get past the urge to stand. I don't even remember passing out. Knot in front is so rare, I didn't think it would do anything. But it really worked for me. If the anchor held, I'd be gone.
I guess your door would be better or the Frame of a Window.
The door is all I really have. There is another bar in the downstairs closet, but I'm hesitant to use that closet, because whomever comes downstairs will immediately see me. I do think it might be stronger, though. If the door doesn't work, I'll use it I guess. I'm so ready to be done.
Whereever you try it, just make sure no one will find at least for an hour or more. Im speaking from personal experience that its worse if someone finds you..! Ikd how long i was hanging last time, but some idiot found me and i earned myself some serious brain damage thanks to that!
Tied to the door knob, opposite side of door, thrown over top with door closed. I've hung on it and it seems solid enough. But, I hung on the bar and it seemed good, too.
No, I gave up on that because tying it seemed to lessen the pressure. I tried to keep the pressure but it just wasn't possible.
My door is shut and locked, and everyone is asleep with their doors shut. I mean, the closet bar came crashing down and no one even knocked to see what it was. Lol
I honestly don't even remember passing out, and I don't know how long I was out. But exploding head typically means there isn't enough pressure on your carotids.
The knob itself I think is fine. The top of the door will take on more load than it will. It's a fairly tight fit.
It scared me too, really. But partial isn't too bad if you find a position that's comfortable. I'll be more upset if I can't follow through in the next few hours, because I'll be explaining a busted closet bar.
